trying to figure this out

I've never done this before. Not sure how the whole blogging thing works. Guess I'll learn along the way, but that is ok because I am among friend. Incase you are wondering why I did not want my name on here it is because I am paranoid right now for many reasons. First of all I am paranoid because I have to worry about what supporting churches think of me. I had a pastor tell me that I can not tell the truth about everything because it will cause churches to drop our support. For example, if I say that I believe someone was healed I could be dropped by a church that does not believe in miracles...etc. I need a place that I can talk to people with out the worry of offending a supporting church. That is why I did not want my name on here. You obviously know who I am, but I am asking that this remains private between us so that I don't have to be paranoid about who is reading it. Other reasons are leaving a trail on the internet that can be followed by the mafia that we have the potential of pissing off in the future....see, I said pissing and I did not care if that word offended you...hahaha. If any of you know a better way of doing this let me know. I am so computer illiterate. I am cool about you inviting people that you trust, but right now I would prefer no one else from our old church in the country...aka you know who... if you don't mind. Again, that sounds horrible, but I am healing from some hurts from there right now and again, don't want to worry about anything getting back to them. They are a reference for us for other supporting churches. So...what is on your mind?